Illusion's Noose

Despite the angelic little wings
Cute diapered bottom
And rosy cheeks
Cupid is a fucking demon.

Who wants to be hopelessly devoted
To an image that could so easily fade
And so easily fall out of reach and mind.
Who wants to be so helplessly in love
That the only thing that matters is him
And the only thing that you can't have is him.

Cupid, you bitch.
Live vicariously through us all
Because you yourself refuse to fall
Aphrodite never wanted you
Because what were you
but some little bug
buzzing around deities
that never paid heed
to your tiny arrow
or you one strong need?

Help, I've fallen and I can't stand it
And I can't give in or get out or live
Without HIM.
I can try to start anew
but the only thought is you
GOD...you....

What an illusion.
2 weeks of fabulous fantasy.
2 weeks of being so carefree.
What you gave,
I can never give back.
What an illusion.

How real it felt
What a deal you delt
When you kneel, I felt
I fell. I dove. You impaled
My heart.
My
<3.

Less than three...
It's odd that I always read it that way
even when I finally figured out how to say
I HEART YOU in condensed form
Because that's all love is nowadays
Just a condensed form.

We meet.
BOOM.
We greet.
BOOM.
We kiss.
BOOM.
Pure bliss.
BOOM.
You go down.
BOOM.
I fly up.
BOOM.
We make love.
BOOM.
We fall in love.
BOOM.

Like an atomic bomb that falls
We split like those atoms
And we never looked back
Because there was NO back
No way back. No turning back.
No back way, no easy pay.

But for some reason
Cupid keeps me in illusion's noose
and I long, day and night, for you.
Because I don't want to loose
the man who took away my youth.
I burn
forsooth
And hope
for you
to return
to me

A fool's dream
ends in death
but we always
awaken before that.
We always awaken before the noose
tightens around our necks and chokes
us with our own precious illusions.
Before we drown in the dream of delusions,
We awaken.

To bad WE don't exist anymore...