As for me...

As for me
Well, not so great.

I find myself living
through the relationships
of my friends
I find myself thinking
myself on that ship
in that kiss
I find myself waiting
for my own ship
to set sail again
Yet I find myself knowing
that's one ship
that will take a while to set sail

I'm happy for you.
But as for me
It's not so great.

I find myself pretty content
With life right now
But somehow
I find myself doubting a lot
About life right now
Because somehow
I find myself wasting away
Hours each day
As I sit and play
Flirting with the screen
But never being seen
Cause they are 1000 miles away
Safe from the wrath
of an unseen demon:
the heart-breaker
The soul-taker
The evil bitch from down the hall
the one that caused my only fall
The one that broke us
Bent us
Tortured
Us

What was that?
Us
Us
We
Me and You
You and I
Me and he and she and it and us
US
U + S = US

Ha. Freedom in the land of the brave
Freedom to have those freedoms taken away
What are we but a newborn child
Mommie protects us
Then she dies
Then he lies
And then we die

US
US - U = S
Sucks
Shit
Stupid...

AKA me

I'm happy for you
Y O U
But as for me
M E
Meagerly Eager
to please
get out
GET OUT
leave.


There YOU are.
There HE is.
here i am.
alone.
here i am all alone
because i am home.